August 26, 2009

tHiS iS tOo sHALL pASs

24 August 09

Here, i wanna share sumthing with u all,,

the poem that giv me lots of inspiration,
full strength,
I just got this from my beloved teacher in matric, Madam Umi,,
really luv this,,..

tHis Is tOo sHaLL pASs

If I can endure for this minute
Whatever is happening to me
No matter how heavy my heart is
Or how dark the moment may be

If I can remain calm & quite
With all the world crashing about me
Secure in the knowledge God loves me
When everyone else seems to doubt me

If I can but keep on believing
What I know in my heart to be true
That darkness will fade with the morning
And that this will pass away, too

Then nothing in life can defeat me
For as long as this knowledge remains
I can suffer whatever is happening
For I know God will break all of the chains

That are binding me tight in the darkness
And trying to fill me with fear
For there is no night without dawning
And I know that my morning is near,,..


New bOok,,da stOry is now beGiN.....

New book?
Knape pilih tajuk ni. Msti t'tanya2 kn??
Sebenarnya tentang lembaran baru hidupku,.
Kata org tua2, buku baru..
nak bukak bUku baru, kne la tutup buku lama,,.

Lembaran baru hidupku telah bermula,....
Ok, sejujurnya kte x stuju utk mmilih jalan ni
amat2 x stuju!!
so, dlm keadaan terpaksa,
kte terpaksa terima ape yg telah ditetapkan oleh kluarga.
agak mmberontak
sbb x ada ruang langsung utk kte buat kputusan sendiri..
Ape yg menyedihkan,
xkan ada org yg dengar or ambil pduli kputusan
yg kte akan buat.. ;(
this is unfair!!
Kte perlukan ruang utk bersuara..
Hak bersuara?? harapan palsu~

Nothing can be change
Walau apa skalipun yg dikatakn,
kputusan akan tetap sme,
tiada ape yg akan berubah,..

stelah lme masa berlalu
kte mula berfikir,
mungkin ini sebenarnya jln yg ditetapkan oleh Allah
Dia dh menunjukkan jln yg terbaik
sama ada kte nk ikut ataupun tidak
Kte jugak terfikir,
mungkin ada hikmahnya
knapa kte berada di jalan ini sekarang..
Kelebihan itu mungkin kte x dapat lihat sekarang,
tp pada masa akan datang kte x tahu ape yg akn berlaku..

Walau apepun,
kputusan dh dibuat..
kte dah pun mnutup buku lama
dan telah membuka buku baru..
No regret,,.
matlamat kte:
teruskan dgn apa yg telah ditentukan,
jgn pernah skalipun menyesal
dan buktikan yg kte dpt buat yg terbaik
wlau di mna kte berada.

Kwn lama kte ada bgtau, (abg Shuk..)
Menjadi guru memerlukan pengorbanan,,
dan kte dh membuat pergorbanan
dgn mlupakan ape yg dicita2kn slame ini,,
lupakan apa yg menjadi kehendak kte...
....dan itulah pengorbanan pertama kte
utk menjadi seorang pendidik..
doakan kte berjaya di jalan
yg telah kte pilih...

1st week in .......

Hurm, ola my sweety blog. Long tyme no see,. didn't hav tyme to write sumthin cuz busy wif another blog lor,.ceh. huhu~ my private blog actually. No lar, really busy eith the assigmnt. For the first tyme, I got lots of works to do. What i'm gonna share this tyme,, hurm about my first week in IPGM KDRI, stand for Institut Pendidikan Guru Malaysia Kampus Dato' Razali Ismail, Batu Rakit, Kuala Terengganu. ;P never ever think dat i'll be a teacher, once a 'ENVI' student, forever 'envi',, So sad to leave everything and start with new thing that I’ve never ever think about.. Maybe there are lots of reasons why I have to be here right now,. Whatever it is, I’m so grateful, thanks to God ‘cuz still give me a chance to be one of the great people in the world called TEACHER..never aspect to be like what I’m facing right now..very strange path..

Bout my 4 days orientation, quite ok. Interesting ‘cuz we got ‘malam apresiasi seni’ and ‘sukaneka’,, I won in both events. For mlm kbudayaan, we got tittle ‘The Most Creative Group’ and for sukaneka we got no.3. Ok lar, at least we have sumthing to be proud of. While doing all the activities, I’ve learn so many things, whether there are simple or complex,,. The most important thing that we have learnt is practice to be a gOod teacher.
My first impression while enter the rOom, new place to stay for 1 and a half year in this IPG,,, ;( . Really shock!! Is it really my room? Or I got the wrong room’s number. 310 Siti Fatimah. Yeah, that’s it. Nothing is wrong. But, it’s ok. I’ve accept it. To be a great person, we must sacrifice a lot. Agree? Hurm, my new roommate@classmate, Farhana, very friendly person from Kedah Darul Aman. Nice to know her., ^__^

I need some tyme to adapt in the environment here. New place, hostel, rules, classmates, friends, lecturers, classes,..arghh,,so many things la. I’m trying my best right now.. Firstly, I have to mix up with my new classmates, the group that I will be with from now till the next 5 years. Everybody is OK,. Hope that we can cooperate soon/later. For my GERKO, co-curiculum, I got into Futsal group. Hurm, interesting,,. Our coach, Mr. Eddy.. “kanak-kanak…”, very famous word from him. Really enjoy while practicing this game. About my ankle, it’s fine.just a simple move, so it’s ok. Nothing to be worry. ;p.. But, I’ve got another discrimination, I supposed to be in the Volley Ball group, not futsal,. L. So disappointed.huhu. Actually there is no discrimination. The number for futsal is large so for the second intake students, we have to make a group, then the sport is Volley ball.

That’s all about my 1st week in IPGM KDRI. I really hope that I can make lots of friends and can easily adapt with the environment here..really2 hope so.

August 16, 2009

I gotta go on my own way,

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
doesn't seem right these days
life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan
is always rearranged
It's so hard to say
But I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be ok..
I've got to move on
and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way


i'm moving out ;(

8 August 2009

Today is the last day, i'll be staying here, in UiTM Puncak Alam,.i'm moving out today,, Really2 sad..Can't control myself. My eyes,,RED,,swOllen ke?huhu~ just like gOld fish,.arghh,.sob3.. I don't wanna go, I wanna be here wif my new friends, lecturers, new life, new enviroment..already adapt wif the enviroment here..Soo peaceful, but nothing can be change unless there's a miracle..till now still hoping dat there is a miracle that can change this back to normal,eventhough I know dat nothing will be change..pleez put it back to normal,,,,..false hope, hurting me a lots..

I've to go,,
leave everything dat I love here in Puncak Alam
didn't have any pictures, memOry,,
got nothing to be remember later on

i've already got most precious thing in this world
make new friends,.
my rOomates (Azie),
housemates (Lina, Tqah, Wawa, Farah, Huda n Fad),
classmates,,(Azri, Gee, Dira, Yasmin, Ida, Jo, Tasya, K. Fatimah, K.Gee, Adrina, Izzati, Muti'ah, Salina, Franklin, Abg.Shuk, Abg.Jak, Ricky, Pa'an, Farhan Azman, Shamsul, Zamil, Boss, Bad, Adam, Raof, Afiz, Zulhelmi, Firdaous, Aus, Khairul, Fauzi, Husairiey,Fira)
I love HS223,,and
everybOdy in P.Alam,,
i'll never ever forget about this things,..

sumthing that i really2 hate da mOst
just arrived,,
tyme to separate with our own way,.
nothing can be permanent..
i know dat
there's a separation day at last
never think it will be as fast as this tyme,,
so FAST,,
not enough tyme to spend wif my new friends
we still hav things to do tgether,,,,
enjoy, shopping, gossiping,,
da thing that I quite dissapointed,
i'll never get a chance to wear envi's corporate cloth ;(
Really hope dat i can wear it one day,,,
from now on,
it's just a dream,
which never come true..
can't dream about it anymore,, =(

Best of luck in your study
~Never ever give up
~be a gOod student
~hope all of u will be a successful IK
~n lastly, don’t forget me n pray for my success
~ I love u all so much ^__^

I gotta go now,,

I'm no longer Asst Class rep for HS223

Goodbye my friends, gudbye Puncak Alam, gudbye my campus life,,.bye R1408..